i love gothic music and metal sometimes rock i have black hair blue eyes i am very white and thin never have a smiley face on never wear colors only black or anything i can find dark hate pple who makes fun of others even make fun of the emo's love 2 smoke hates 2 drink never happy always sad loves anyone who talks with me hates anyone to wants 2 seduce me love 2 see gore and bloody things always feel tears coming down from my face always feels pain so severe not on my body but words thrown at me my naked body is blue and green with sometimes red when it's wet from a hard punch yes i am married but not in love in pain all i did today was brushing my hair when he caught me doin tht he took a knife and cut all my long hair off i wasnt always like this u no i used 2 wear colors always smiled always happy untill i was throw away 2 this nightmare who believes my beauty is a cursed if were beautiful were the devil and if i dress in something girly i'm called a whore being raped every week if i make a sound i be called a whore then be stomped on and naked in the closet till the morning cry for help u say i dont have the strength 2 even speak all i have to comfort me is my labtop and my deviantart friends who never says hi